Thank you so much for your concern about my previous blog.
Here is why it disappeared:
It has happened before, my webhost said 'You have too many visitors, you must upgrade to a more expensive account or we will remove your pages'. And so I did. It was quite expensive and yesterday when my Wordpress based blog got full, I got the same message, only difference was I had to upgrade to a very expensive account. The only solution for me to get back my blog posts was to upgrade and pay over six times more a year.
At first I got a bit upset, then I downloaded all my pictures and the database, so I have a backup that will do. After that I thought of my neighbour who is in a respirator with a totally broken body and thought about my totally broken blog and it felt ridiculous to be upset about it. A fresh new start is good from time to time and I like changes.
Being at blogger feels a bit like I'm renting an apartment instead of owning it, I now have a landlord who I feel I can trust instead of having to do everything myself. It feels ok to be here, although I will sometimes probably miss having total control over the looks of my blog, but hey - that's quite a small 'problem' :)
Glad so many of you found your way here and now you can be as many as you want to without anyone saying 'Too many!'
(I hope ;)).